A Spy's Journey (2018)

A man who thinks he is a bad ass agent working for the agency extract his primary objective is to steal plan 3100 and kill the mafia leader Andrew "lemon" Garaliano. his wife and kids leave him because Benjamin is not a spy he is schizophrenic and is unstable to live with so Karen (his wife) takes herself and the kids away from Benjamin due to his severe hallucinations, he does not care and thinks that his life as a spy is so much better than reality, his wife tells him that they will return when he is stable enough to take care of a family, he goes on missions and relives a nightmare over and over taking different paths and seeing his reality he even goes so far as to almost take his own life because this nightmare is so traumatic for him and everyone around him, he eventually finds his medicine and comes back to reality again, he meets up with his therapist and his therapist tells him that he needs a fresh start and he needs to move on and start a new family so Benjamin downloads dating apps and finds a girl named Taylor he is getting super excited to go on this date with this girl and he knows he needs to be taking his medicine but just as he gets off of the phone with his mom he throws away his medicine making the statement reality sucks.